i'm feeling very bad.

Joel just asked me if i'm free on 9 March. i thought i was free on that day and i can go out with them. but after i went to Chuanmei's blog, i saw the schedule for that day. i didn't knew that Chuanmei organised the steamboat on 9 March too. she only told me to go her blog see and i'm lost in her blog. too high tec le. hahas. i sort of rejected Joel. i felt so bad. i knew that when he asked if i'm free on 9 March, i got a strong feeling must be celebrating my birthday. but since i had already told Chuanmei i'm going out with them, i can't back out le. i'm celebrating with Joel and my other old pals on 10th instead. i'm really sorry, Joel and co.

but i'm really happy that my friends took the trouble to organise a gathering or outing. it's really nice to see you all guys again. the chattings, jokes etc really makes me forget about those unhappy things. friends are always there when i'm in trouble. not forgetting my sister is always there for me too. it's great to have you all with me. thanks! love ya all!

went to meet FengYing yesterday. i need to go down to Chinatown for the "tui na" section. i think it's gonna be the last time i'm going there. hahas. i feel that it's cheating my money. i've been there for more than 5 times le and my back problem is still not okay. maybe partly because of the way i sleep. okay, besides that, i told the uncle that my right leg's knee cap is very pain. he did the usual thing that he did when i told him i got backache. after the tui-ing, he ask me to bend down and see if it's still in pain or not. told him it's not that pain le. i told him again about my knee cap and he just asked me to squat down. okay, i did what he said. but there's still some pain in my knee cap. he even tol me to go back again.

basically, i think that he's trying to cheat our money. if we go there once and he didn't tell us to go back there again, he won't have business le bah. even my mom also said that he's cheating money. she told me not to go there anymore and she's bringing me to Serangoon area to "tui na". but she told me that the Serangoon one need to eat zhong yao. she scared i'll have allergy again. hopefully i'll be alright after eating those zhong yao and no allergy.

okay, back to topic. after the tui na went to popular to help my sister buy pens. told FengYing that most of the shops at Majestic is closed. as in ended the business. she's shocked to see those empty shops. hahas. went to Hougang Mall after that. met Esther when i'm on my way to the library. she hit on my head instead of tapping my shoulder to call for me. i really didn't notice about her at all until she called me. lols. she's with somebody. hahas. went back home after FengYing borrowed her books.

actually i'm very tempted to borrow a few books but i only finished 1 out of the 3 books i borrowed the other day. i shall borrowed them once i finished reading those that i had borrowed. had been watching youtube recently and i was about to watch Hana Kimi ep. 14 and the youtube website is down >.< luckily i finised watching Tokyo Juliet ep.7 hahas.


shall end here now. off to bed soon =)